Hypocrite

I talk a lot in leadership training meetings.  I think because I'm a prideful shekki who thinks he knows something but really doesn't know anything and maybe I want the rest of them to realize they don't really know anything either?  I dunno but I talk a lot.  Which is weird.  And the lamest part I think is that with me, no matter how true and humbling the things I say are to the new leaders, its all just talk.  And I am the uber hypocrite.

This last week we went over "steward leadership."

The definition of a steward is someone who is put in charge of something... anything.  That means your time, relationships, money, opportunities, and pretty much everything in your life.

I fail at it all but most of all I probably fail at being a good steward of my time.  (maybe blogging at work is an example of such failure but then I don't have a computer at home)  But honestly I'm so stinkin frustrated with myself.  Like seriously, theres no reason I should be so behind in yotb or school or my relationships especially.  I really wanted to meet up with like 15 or so people from each class and so far I've met up with like 5 total..... thats about 8%.....

And I'm such a stinkin hypocrite too!  I discussed and exhorted next years' leaders to consider all their time for God.  Most Christians seperate some time in their day (or maybe week or month or not at all) and devote that short amount of time to God.  But thats not how it works.  All time is God's time, not ours.  If only that 1 hr or so of QT or reading or prayer or whatever is devoted to God, is that only thing we offer to God daily, then the rest of the day is a waste.  Not that we should neglect everything and just pray and read scripture all day.  But the things that we do need to be devoted to God, at least centered on Him, to somehow work for His glory.  Even jobs, fellowship, rest, school, whatever we do, it needs to be for God.

Someone else said, just because your busy doesn't mean your being fruitful.

true that

I had pictures and stuff I wanted to post but I have no computer : /