Won't be deleted

No there being few girls at "beach bonanza" wasn't the discouragement, thats just how the story started about how some ccm guys are discouraging and how I ended up taking all the girls in my car, girls who give the ccm guys too much credit but didn't believe me until they got thrown into the ocean, also the guys were giving me a hard time for taking the girls but honestly, no stinkin wonder they didn't want to go in those guys' cars.  But anyway, I deleted that entry because it doesn't do much good for me to rant about their failures, at least to those who read this blog.  I love them a whole bunch and I expect a lot from them and hope for a lot for them, because I know they have potential, maybe not of themselves but at least in the Spirit.  God's gotten them this far.  It makes me sad to see them not live up to that potential.  At the same time I hope the my brothers and sisters would be so critical of my life.

Beach was fun, I'm really going to miss college, but I refuse to give up fun all together and be an old man.  I've seen people get jobs, be tired all the time, get grumpy, and lose joy, but I refuse.  At least for now.  Sleep is unimportant.  BAM fellowship tonight, night boarding thursday, snowboarding saturday, something on sunday!

Work feels a lot different from school.  For me, school days sucked in the morning if I woke up and just got more burdensome as the day went on and I hadn't done any work but the deadline had gotten that much closer.  Work, however, sucks in the morning but as the day goes on I just get closer to going home and then when I do get home I can do whatever I want, which has mostly been chores haha, but I'm happier doing them than having no one do them.

Speaking of school, what the heck happened to me.  I scored more than a standard deviation higher than the average on all of my midterms and finals this quarter..... I'm not that smart.... I don't do that?  Hooray anyway!

Pics of beach when I get home.......I wouldn't blog at work.......