Sunday, March 15, 2009

Fake smiles

The closer you grow to God, get to know Him and understand His love and character, serve Him, with fellowship and encourage in your life, the harder it is to live without it.

The last week or so has been rough and I've utterly failed in my disciplines.  At first its not too apparent that I'm not doing well.  It's easy to convince myself that I'll just catch up on reading, pray later, invest time in people when I have more time.  Especially with finals.  Like once I get past them everything will be great.....  It's been two weeks of fake/forced smiles.  And those make me : (

So I'm giving up posting like almost everyday.  Limit myself to once a week or so I think.  Reason being is because if I stop posting everyday, I have no excuse to not do my disciplines in the saved time.  This blog has kinda been where I take whats been bugging me and burdening me and turn it around to rebuke myself by trying to turn those things into something I've learned and encouraging.  But at the same time, I think it's taken away from me offering my troubles up to God.  Today's sermon reminded me how important prayer is.  What can we do more powerful than pray?

Anyways, good bye blog Ill see you from time to time

1 comment:

  1. fellowship with God, be refreshed and renewed by His Spirit, turn to Him during trials, gain encouragement from His presence, be rebuked and sharpened by His word..

    ..and then come here and tell us about it so we could be encouraged and sharpened too :)

    Deal?

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